Fuck reality...... That shit hit me in the face like my ex did......lmao..... Idgaf.....life aint a bitch as thing I want to remember but imma fuck with and get it wet with the tears it bring..... Reality has too many faces...... Cheating on me with all of you..... Yall fuckin my bitch bringing me stress...... Karma is a bitch and life is a dick........ Imma fuck it......lol..... Man I dont know got too much shit on my mind..... Hitting me all at once...... Dodging reality...... Going to sleep mentally.....

Writing your shit down and being able to read it later gives you a lot of perspective. Thats why i started to put my thoughts down on this site. It gives me a chance to focus on other shit besides tv and fucking around. I enjoy the fact that I can always look back and see where i was mentally at a specific point in time. Especially after a rough day. Ill be depressed or upset or whatever and ill start looking at my past threads. Seeing what i wrote in the past and realizing that some of my posts were written during a time of sadness and duress gives me a jolt because it suddenly comes to my attention that shit could be much worse. For example, i remember feeling like shit the other day because my pride had been stomped on. So i wrote about it. Without TTO, i wouldnt have had the medium in which to express myself, by the way. Anyways, since then ive often gone and visited the thread i made and as i read it, i realize that the frustration i felt on that certain day is now a form of entertainment for me. The memory of indignity is now faded and i can look back proudly, knowing that i actually took a negative and transformed it into something uplifting...
Well, i dont know how i wandered down this road, but i hope that the malevolent demons that fuck with our minds can at least be tamed or kept under control because LORD knows that life is fucking hard enough without those fuckers scrambling our fucking minds.....

Yes I might just start doing that too cause I got a lot to get out

Hell yeah, writing shit down and seeing what you were up to at a later date is always an interesting journey. Plus the act of writing itself can be an efficient way to relieve stress. I guess we all have our preferences and my ideals would probably be somebody elses tedium, but thats how i feel and im sure it will also benefit you, seeing as how you write on a regular basis.

Yea I mean in school I was good in all subjects but when I got to college I noticed my writing was better than anything else lol too bad I got short attention maybe I could have did something with that

i hate english i hate writting essays about retarded school subjects tht i dont giv 2 pennys about.....its my least favorite subject honestly